I want to know myself.

I want to show myself. 

This is where I practice doing that unapologetically. 

I will not name names. I will tell my side of the story. I will not protect perceptions and feelings of others. This is a channel that tells my story from my perspective

My story is important, and I commit to the craft of telling it without a filter. 

I will not shy away from the sensation of you recognizing yourself as a character in my story. This is my experience. And you've chosen to be here to see it. I'm normalizing transparency. Revealing what I'm used to concealing. “saving face”, or, “preserving connections”, is not my motive. 

My motive is to be as honest as I can about how I feel.

Even if that means leaning into the fear of losing connections/opportunities.
I want to build the craft of sharing the purest expression of myself that I can.

I want to see...what kind of life is created from this? 

So often, full self-expression is tied to...
you'll lose people, respect, opportunities, if you tell your full truth.

But what if... it was the opposite? 

This is my experiment to find out. 

And that's why I need you here.

To witness the experience, to interact/interface with my truth telling experiences/stories. 
 

Help me share at a deeper level.

Let's see what transparency actually creates, together. 

It all started with a question, do I want a group chat? 

The post Shakti dancer, city by city group? No, unnecessary. 

The alumni network group, with all past participants? yes. It's a social network. Keep it. 

The Grand Exalted Expression Groups?... waving.
Why do I have it? I wanted a direct line to people,
a way to reach and sell to them quickly and directly.
Has that even worked? No. So why continue? 
Will I evolve the way I use it? Perhaps. 

A diary? No.
I feel that takes more energy and a deeper layer of intimacy.
Having a pool of ready to buy clients is enticing.

But what creates that?
Me showing up consistently, sharing, and embodying my leadership.
A Main character navigating life/entrepreneurship.
It's like they get a front row seat to my evolution,
as they see themselves in me and evolve, too. 

Does that feel good to me? Not sure. 

How could it feel good to me?
Of course, I want people to buy, and if I show up fully, that will happen.  

So what needs to be in place 1st to inspire me to show up fully?
A rhythm. A day or two, I know I will drop in.

A group dedicated to the same goal as me.
They resonate and are committed to this path themselves.   

And so...here we are.

   What theme are we gathered around?

Fame, entrepreneurship, creativity, and AI evolution. AI and human consciousness evolution.
A heroine's journey to soul-aligned fame. Ooh, that tickles me.  

Where would I want to share that? Privately, to control who hears?
A transparent room where I see them and they see me, buy in, engagement, no lurking.
Heart ♥️, when you listen.
If you're not hearting, leave.
If the space isn't providing value, if you aren't providing value, leave.

Is that self protecting?
maybe, but it's important that I feel who's in the room.
Mm, if the room is empty, there's no one to talk to, and no reason or impetus to share. If I wanted to talk to myself I'd write in my diary.
 

Do I want a hyperactive group chat? With constant notifications? No.
I want heartfelt DMs, responses, reactions. Questions asked for me to respond to.  

What's the point of this group?
Close proximity. Warmest group to step into my offers. A pulse on what's going on.
For the people most engaged in my work and walking this journey to soul-aligned fame themselves.

To practice speaking from my deepest well of truth,
slash lived experience slash evolution slash death rebirth.

To have my evolutions witnessed, so there's precedence.
No need to... reintroduce myself to my audience each time I reinvent myself,
because they're witnessing the evolution in real time.